Last night we had our first big fight. Sigh. Long story short, he borrowed my truck 'cause his car is broken right now to go out of town on a job--and didn't come back when he said he would. I had to work at American Eagle at 9pm to do markdowns, and I was trippin. NOT happy that he disrespected my wishes and didn't contact me throughout the day to tell me what was up. And being a dick about it. Not that he was doing anything he wasn't supposed to be doing, but he scared me. I thought I could depend on him. I guess I can, because he somehow made it back and got me to work on time. Oh, I let him know how I felt. He's just so strange sometimes. It's like when I'm nice to him (which is my nature) he acts indifferent. But when I'm bitchy, it drives him crazy. In that good way. Like he can't get enough of me. I suppose it's the same way with chicks. Just hard to get used to.
It's just so easy to forgive him his trespasses. Is that love? Isn't it?
2 comments:
I think it is, just being more patient about things and talking it through when something hasn't gone like you expected it to.
I totally understand why you got scared, you've been through a lot so you have to try and take baby steps if you can..
I don't know what it is about the whole "treat 'em mean thing" with guys. I have an ex chasing me right now and I'm pretty sure its only because he can't have me.
Does he forgive you when you trespass against him?
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